Monday, January 22, 2007

goodbye halifax

5 months in review

Today is January 21st, so what? For most people it is just an ordinary sunday. For me it has a different meaning. It is time to look back and reflect on life, but also time to look ahead on what will be.
Its been exactly 5 months since I first set foot in my new room, since I first said hello to my new life.That moment was full of excitement, joy, but also full of uncertainties.

Now today, 5 months later, all those uncertainties for Halifax are gone. I can look back and say yes the excitement and joy didn’t cheat on me. I had a really good time here, met lots of interesting friends with interesting personalities from different nationalities, religions or just different backgrounds. Every person being different in their own special way and yet they all live in this one place together as friends.

I m looking at pictures, yes the millions I took here and remember all those moments I experienced here. I see the smiles on people´s faces, the insecurity, the love, the fears, the drunkenness ;P, the caring, the frustration, the excitement and the hard work that was put into events, classes, projects and into life as life itsself.

I think about the international orientation, when we went to peggy´s cove and I looked out on the ocean. I was wondering, what was going to happen in the next half a year?

Reading thousands of pages, writing hundreds of pages, travelling thousands of miles, talking for millions of hours, chatting for lightyears, calling people for hours, working forever, playing baseball for days, watching tons of movies? Being caught up in the moment was never in it and there isnt a moment I want to miss. Life is short and sweet, you have to experience all of it.

Life has been a highway, I cant believe it has been 5 months and I can not believe I m leaving so soon. I could probably write 100 pages about my life here, but noone would find time to read it.

So this is the time for me to say thank you to all of you. Thank you for all the memories we ve shared, for all the times we ve seen, if we laughed, discussed, ate, went on a trip, watched a movie, listened to music, sat in classes together, went to events or meetings, if we went to a hockey game to the musical, to a club, took a walk, played football or baseball together, went to the gym, shared experiences, went crazy or were being serious.
Thank you for everything.

I thank you for giving me advice or support and also for critizising me and letting me know I was wrong. Nobody is ever perfect. Life is a learning process until the moment you die.

I never want to say goodbye, so I will say…see you soon instead

As I ve told some people before… am I ready to leave?

No I m never ready to leave, but it is time to move on, so I have to.

Exactly a week from now I will leave Halifax and probably more than half of you I will never ever see again, I still cherish the moments with you and I appreciate all you ve done. You have all been part of my life and I thank God for it.
Halifax – Winter of 2006/07 – I will never forget

If anyone ever comes to Germany, call me up =)

See you soon ;)

3 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

hey, ther's so many things i wanna say, so many words i want to put out...i feel like all those times we spent is not enough..i never thought i'd still be friends with you...but i just wanna let you know that "though we've come to the end of the road, still..i can't let go" friendship is different, its forever! no matter how much it hurts, it betrays, it brings happiness or gives hope and faith...you will still be a good friend and a family to me..that's why it hurts to see you go...i hope u'll never forget me and i hope that sometimes you'll also think of me and I really want you to be happy so go on with your marvelous life and live it to the fullest....missing you already...take care ok..

Sunday, January 28, 2007 2:31:00 p.m.  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

forgot to give my last remarks..haha
~muwahz~
take care
smelly feet!!!

Sunday, January 28, 2007 2:34:00 p.m.  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Hey little one (I mean Pich haha) ;) Kisses to you too, lil one 2 :P

When I read your lines it made me sad yet happy, cause it seems you grow up more every day. What I love about our relationship is that we are so different, yet we share a lot of things. Those thoughts of yours, those where mine on the ferry leaving Uvic behind.

Now, two years later I can assure you. The friends that special will stay. It s hard, but its worth trying to keep up. And I can say that, cause I have only 6 weeks left before I will see them again.

Remember this...many people will step in your life, but only a few will leave footprints...those are the ones you should keep.

You have stepped all over my life, so I will keep you (and you too, smelly feet :P

Plus I am glad to meet some of the people who you were hanging out with.

I will always love you, no matter if you hurt me sometimes or drive me insane...keep bloggin so I can keep track of your life :)

Love,
big sis

PS: When I think about the fact that I wont see you for about 6 months again I feel really blue...

Thursday, February 01, 2007 11:47:00 p.m.  

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